Busy

So work today was normal and a little slow, This weekend is going to suck, so I went to my Mgmt class tonight and found out I miss read the schedule and was a chapter behind. There are two more due next week, and the second test is also next week. That’s a butt load of homework. Oh yeah I also have two chapters due in my other class and the midterm. Just when I thought I was doing good. So were going to see my wife’s doctor tomorrow, She has been doing good but they saw something on her MRI. This doctor is cool but I don’t really like doctors I guess that’s why she went through around four or five of them in three months. They sometimes act like they know more than they actually do, I guess it is called practicing medicine. She currently has two doctors, both are specialists in their field but I like getting information from two different people. Everyone thinks differently, and it’s helped her out a lot. So I'm crossing my fingers for good luck and to get home in time to get some of this homework out of the way. Well next time.  

Today

So, today went somewhat well, it was a normal day, but different, today I had to meet with my presentation group (I spoke of this yesterday). It was surprisingly fun; we went over the project and had a good time in the process, we talked for over two hours. It was nice to interact with new people and get to know them; I am actually looking forward to this thing now. It was a good idea to meet in a casual environment it seemed to lighten the mood. I don’t think buying everyone a drink hurt ether. It was a nice end to today, with normal work (a lot of human relation problem resolution, fun stuff!), then another class with that one teacher I don’t really like. I found out this is his first year going over this material, so I’m going to cut him some slack, its mine too. Let’s just hope he will do the same, there’s also the minor language barrier with him, that doesn’t help things. All and all it worked out to be an OK day so why complain at this point. I just need ten words for this to qualify for the blog assignment.

Well?

Ok, I guess this blog thing turned into my complaining about something so.......Today started ok I guess, but unlike most days I had this over whelming feeling of being behind right from the start. So I rushed all my morning things, yet nothing seemed to be getting done any faster than normal? I’m on my way to work and I forget to make my lunch, I’m thinking really? (I love food by the way; thankfully I have a fast metabolism). Anyway I blow it off and figure I will take a long lunch and pick something up. I got to work and then it started, This wasn’t ok with one employee, and that person is on my nerves about that one thing yesterday, and I don’t think I can work with that guy, and my boss is mad (vocal) about that other thing. Well to make a three hour thing short I moved things and people around to make everyone happy (well close enough) and in the process I’m thinking I’m behind in school and I have vacation, I’M OUT OF HERE so I left. I get home and the puppy chewed up the screen door, then I get a message from a group member wanting to get the group together for the class Presentation, so I took charge and started coordinating with five others to make this happen it took forever, I must have gotten fifty texts and emails, so here I am hours later and I still haven’t gotten done what I wanted to. I know I know that life.

I dont know?

Well here I am again, and not sure what to write about. I guess I will just get something out of my head, to the world? So my mom went into the hospital last week and we weren’t sure how it would go. With a little history into our relationship, my mom got really sick about 10 years ago and it devastated the entire family in every way. She was the back bone for everything! She raised three of us on her own and worked full time as an RN. I really looked up to my mom seeing everything she accomplished including three brats, for awhile I remember a time I wanted to be an RN, until I realized bodily fluids freak me out. So when she got sick I kind of lost it, for awhile she was the strong person I had always known. Then things changed, she started to give up. Over the years I watched her loose more and more of her fight and slowly deteriorate. Finally I realized she was done trying to find a way to get better. I just couldn’t take it anymore, I wanted to rember her the way she was, the one I looked up to. Slowly my visits became shorter and less frequent. When she was in the hospital last week it just brought up all the pain of when she first got sick. With work, school, and a wife I made time to be with her every day she was there. After a few days of being there, she pops out of bed the person I remember from before she got sick ten years ago (well not quite but really close). She seems to have the passion back for a better and happier quality of life. With that said, here is where this troubles me. What happens if she goes back to the way she was? How much should I push and/or stand by her side and fight or at all? I don’t really think I have it in me to do that, especially if we fail again. The questions are rhetorical.

Why??

Why when things are starting to look on the up and up, you just get knocked down, what the hell? Things were looking good besides not having time to spend with my wife, due to school and work. The semester started good, A little stress with the whole financial aid thing but for the most part good. Classes were going good I understood all the material and was eager to learn. Then things started to go south, one of my teachers didn’t prepare us for the first exam (in my opinion) He just had us read the first chapter for three weeks and he never could get through the class lectures. Obviously we fell behind rather quickly and had to rush to catch up for the exam. When he went over the exam in class there were many questions that contradicted the learning objectives and when questioned about it he just gave us the answers, well guess what HE WAS WRONG! He said he gave us the points for the questions, but when I confronted him about my grade he said I must have heard him wrong. Then he docked me 10 point for the essay questions I asked him why, He said I provided the correct answer but didn’t elaborate. He did say in class that they weren’t traditional essay questions and a couple sentences would be fine, So I feel I should have gotten a 96 he gave me an 85. I know Life is not fair, But I’m paying to learn not be given incorrect information.